ugh, FML! My boyfriend of *counts in head* 6 months and 4 days dumped me on friday. in the morning. and his reason was BULLSHIT! "You're so amazing and smart. I don't wanna hold you back. You deserve so much better than me. I can't do this anymore,I've been trying to make your expectations but I just can't anymore. I'm sorry." BULLSHIT! you can't just stop and give up! you have to work at things to make it, well, WORK. I mean, he seemed totally happy on wednesday, he was making a joke about how the jeans i was wearing the day before broke. uh...the button popped off and uh, kinda landed on his shoe...it was SOO emarrassing... Anyways, we where laughing at it on wednesday after school and then on friday he asked to talk to me outside. he told me that he had been thinking alot and that he had something to tell me. I thought that he was just gonna say something like, well, idk. but I wasn't expecting him to dump me! I don't expect him to be anything more than who he is. Qwirks and all. It felt like a punch to my chest. Other girls reading this, avoid this if u can. it really hurts. I mean, I've never felt that way about a guy before. Ever! and, i just wanted- well, i wanted him but i guess thats not gonna happen. he said something about how since we'd been together he'd had more stress and that, holy shit i need to change this music. sadness and sorrow in NOT what i need to listen to now...ok, where was i? oh, right. had more stress and that his old habbit of bitting open his knuckles started back up. WTF? O.o someone explain that one to me...at least it wasn't another girl...i guess that's the only bright side.